Oh, Wait… He just left vm
So… Idiot Selfish person did in fact return my call this morning. He left me vm, said he had been on vacation. I texted back to acknlowdge his message, and I think/hope that’s the end of it. Period.
But that was this morning. Last night I was up way too late (too much caffeine, I think). I feel “over” Idiot Selfish person, but not the relationship itself. It was really great early on in those first few months; It was everything I could have hoped for. I miss that. I want it back in my life. But how? With whom?
I meditated on this for LONG time. I landed on the resolution that I need to stop seeking out a solution to this problem, and instead let the answer work its way toward me. This isn’t usually how I deal with problems, so it’s something new. New is good, right? I’m giving this new approach until the end of the month.
THAT was my final thought before falling asleep. The next morning, I had voicemail from the Selfish Idiot. Go figure.
